Saturday, September 15, 2007

Emotions sucks!

So as I sit here in the dark crying and drinking (I wonder if this means I'm a closet alcoholic - NAW - don't drink enough) so with the good emtions come the bad ones - so I am just chilling wondering what's wrong with me. Who knew! I miss my Grandpa and my girls in Seattle not to mention my family - I haven't been home in too long and when I do it will be weird that my Grandpa won't be there the slient steady rock that was my anchor. I have the whole weekend off from my second job so hopefully I can straighten myself out before Monday. Signing off maybe a another drunk post later in the evening to update all on my current status.

2 comments:

~Jaime~ said...

Okay you aren't crazy. We miss you too. Maybe we can all help pay for you to come down and have a visit. You call me if you need to. I'm always here for you girl!
Love-J

Anonymous said...

aw love there's nothing wrong with missing your Grandpa. And sitting in the dark drinking and crying because of it doesn't make you a closet drunk. Call your family a good talk maybe another good cry can only be good.....crying is good for you as long as you can get past it too. I love you Ker Bear!! =)